Thursday, March 11, 2010

Life in Reverse

Sometimes I can be my own worst enemy. One of my major flaws is that I get jealous for no reason whatsoever. It makes me feel like less of a person. I don't know where I get that trait from. Perhaps it's from all the years where I got all the attention in the world from my dad and it raised my expectations for all others.

I feel that it is unfair that I have such a sour trait and I thought by now I would have outgrown it. I keep hoping it will diminish at some point to a meager flicker that comes and goes. I need to do a little more self exploration on this emotion.

I am grateful that I have so many emotions and that I can accept my flaws. I just hope to learn from them.

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