Turning a New Leaf

My anger has been destroying the better of part of who I am. I used to be full of laughs, smiles, and sunshine. Nowadays, I am full of anger, disappointment, and sadness. Working for your family can destroy your hopes and dreams. There should be no reason for that happening, but working for the family can make you lose who you are.

If you want to keep who you are, find an outlet. Whether it's writing a blog, kickboxing, doing a crossword, running, etc.- find what helps you let it all out. With me, I do crosswords, veg out watching my million shows, and working on the beginning steps of my new business venture with my best gal pal. Don't lose focus on your dreams!

A new week, a new thought

So this week, I am trying a new approach- last week was about angst, anger, disappointment, sadness, and confusion. The posts for this week should be full of positive connotations.
My friends were really there for me last week. I want to send them a big thank you from the bottom of my heart and if they ever read these blogs to know they are people who have helped me become who I am today.
I am ready to take the plunge into another area of my life- my business side as I have discussed in previous posts. I really want to make this business idea work with my best gal pal. We want to help others regain who they were or who they want to become. We plan to start creating our site here in the next few weeks and if anyone hears me, what do u want this site to provide that you can see as beneficial?

Saturday

Thanks to this website- I feel that I have worked through some major issues from last week. I was so tired of being angry and not knowing what to do with that anger. Some say I should box, others say I need to find my zen. My conclusion is to write. I know I don't have a professional writing style, but I give it my all.

Today is a day about reflection and about change. All I can see each day is what the future could hold for me. I know there are challenges I have not tried to conquer as of yet. I know there are other paths out there for me to take. I am ready for a change. Something that will make me grow into a more independent and resilient woman. If what happened last week didn't kill me, than I know I have what it takes to forge ahead.

I thank you my fellow bloggers for letting me know there is a place I can air my worries and find who I am again.

Moving forward

Its been a rough week and this venue lets me be myself which is an added bonus. I have been dealing with a lot of family drama that should have never occurred. I feel like some people regress, like they are trying to get out of being an adult. Perhaps they just don't want the responsibility of being an adult. My thought is that if they choose to regress, than let them. Be sure though that they will not affect your progression.

One of my progressive traits is becoming a business partner with my best friend. I know many people say going into business with a friend can be hairy and I will not deny that. You just have to hammer out the basic details and agree on each advancement of the business. Finances can really be the trickiest part of a partnership, so one thing we will make sure of is that we balance the books together.

Day 1 - A New Beginning

I have sat here a million days in a row and have thought about starting a blog. I know that I am probably one of millions on this site who have said just the same thing. I haven't made a decision on what I will say here. I feel this could be my public diary and maybe a place I can bounce ideas off of you- the Public. My best friend and I have dreams of starting a company that would benefit the unemployed. Since our country is in a state of disarray- we thought we could figure a way to help the masses one person at a time. We are still working out the kinks of how our company can help the unemployed. I hope I can grab the attention of you out there. I know I am only one person trying to do something of such a large magnitude- my hope is that I can make a difference in the world one individual at a time.