Family Matters

It seems that I am unlucky in the sibling category. My mother's son-- that would also make him my brother, I suppose. Though we only share one parent and maybe that explains it. He has gone down the proverbial rabbit hole over the last year, though if I am to be completely honest, since he hit puberty. I wish I was the older sibling, that maybe i could have spotted his oncoming issues and had helped my family do something about it. Though if I am to be quite frank, I had my own trial and tribulations to deal with and he my brother was not on my mind as a "problem." I see the dark end approaching with him and I sure hope he finds his way to the light again. Otherwise I will have another chapter of my life close in a way I do not agree with.

LEARNING CURVE

After going to a big festival recently, I have come to learn that I am no longer in my 20s. 
It was like discovering a new planet. I no longer want to suffer in the heat to hear great music. I no longer have desire to use a restroom facility that has no plumbing. I am a woman- hear me roar and all that jazz. I like the finer things at this age. I feel I have earned my place in society and I don't want to revert to my younger self.

Chatting

When I work during the day, I think about what my day would be like if I was in an office with other co-workers. I spend my day lost in my thoughts when I am not busy which to most sounds great, but let me tell you, it is dangerous.
Your mind wanders, you lose focus, and you start to think about everything you want to do with your life and didn't. It spooks me and then I come back to reality.
I try filling my day with things to do but when it is slow, it is slow!
I am like most people, I surf the web, but you can only surf for so long.

My one thought that keeps crawling back into my forefront of my brain: it's time to go back to school and get even more educated!